taking your sunsets
1.
I once dated a woman who never wanted to share a sunset
with me. with anyone. that was for herself and her sacred something.
2.
Another paradise tainted--
I would often go to the cliff of the ocean
To run my dog. To stretch out my bones ease out the
Accumulated duress, anxiety, indignation
To crash and sizzle washing impurities
Cleansing
Purifying again to face them
IT again.
My sunsets.
More perfect than a yellow stone. More pure than an dandelion affixed to a tree
More shiny than a new, sleek car.
This one evening I ran down with my dog
Felt alive for the short jog
Dog bouncing along ahead of me
I noticed the spot I typically would go to was invaded with
Gangsta types. Hip-hopers with those big-baggie clothes
The ubiquitous oversized (like fucking moo-moos) white t-shirts
Black black jackets. Cussing. Dump speak. Violent talk.
They acted out a shooting and shot it with their digital camera while
Carrying a half-gallon of jack Daniels
As they ran along.
Not bother me. They have a right to sunsets too.
I moved towards another spot and more of them came
I found a spot and started doing my push-ups, stretches, prayers towards the
Watery horizon.
A man in a garishly printed (not unlike jimmy buffet) shirt
Stood behind me looking out over the water. The burning reds, blues, yellow going down-- he has a water bong and lights it. Takes in a big toke and coughs
My sun still there. My waves crashing. MY WAVES.
I wont let them take this from me.
My dog continues his fulfillment un-phased
A lady walks her two black and tan German Shepard's behind me
I resume my thing
Her dogs are off their leashes
They run over to mine. There is a scramble my dog falls and tumbles in
The sand. They lady is yelling
Yelling. Her dogs wont get off. They ignore her authoritative screams.
She jots over. Pulls them away (not looking at me or saying anything to me)
She jams the leashes on them and walks back up the hill.
Then she throws one of the dogs in the sand and pins it down
Hovering over it. Reprimanding. Over and over. No no no. calling its name
Forcing it down. Stay! Growling at it. Scolding. Yelling.
Discipline.
I check on my dog. Fine. We go back to
Our sunset.
-michael j tino 2007
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